Angel Luis

2000 - 2000
LocationLondon
Age0
Date of Birth5/2000
Date of Death5/2000
Visitors653 since 02/11/2007
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Angel
23rd May 2000
23rd May 2000
London

Angel you were taken from me before I even got to see you.
Mummy was 7 months pregnant with you when I got told those horrid words. The morning you passed away
I knew there was something not right.
I remember waking up and waiting for you to move, I thought you were still sleeping as you had me
awake all night. i got dressed and went to Grandads and nannys house. Grandad made me a drink as
soon as I arrived. About 5 minutes after I needed to use the toilet. All I can remember is the pain
then the blood. I knew something was wrong so I went straight to Hospital, Daddy met me there. I was
put into a room where the nurse came and put a machine on my tummy, she kept moving it around to try
to find your heart beat but there was no sound. She left the room without saying a word daddy was
going crazy not knowing what was happening, the nurse left me in the room with daddy for about 2
minutes but it felt like a life time, she finally came back with the ultra sound machine, she put
the small camera over mummys tummy. I can remember seeing you and praying that you were ok but she
just looked at me and went to get the doctor, the doctor came in and checked but you had no heart
beat. Then I got told those horrid words, I am afraid there is no heart beat. The worse was still to
come when he told me I would have to give birth to you.
That evening they let me home to spend time with daddy. The following morning I went back to the
hospital I was taken to the labour ward were I was to give birth to you. I was induced into labour
at 09:30 am by 12pm you were ready to come into the world. The nurse asked mummy if I wanted to see
you but I was so numb I refused as I wanted to remember you the way I saw you every time I had a
scan. Nanny saw you she said you were beautiful. The doctor told mummy and daddy that you had past
away due to your intestines growing on the outside of your small tummy and that the pressure had
caused your cord to break away.

1 week had past and it was the day I was dreading the day of your funeral, Nanny, Grandad and Uncle
Anthony were with mummy and daddy you had a tiny white coffin with brass handles it was beautiful
the hospital had arranged for the cremation. It was 1 of the hardest days mummy and daddy had to go
through.

2 weeks later mummy and daddy had to go to collect you for your final journey. We took you to be
laid to rest with your great granny as we knew she was up in heaven looking after you.

You now have a little sister Kerry she is 5 and a baby brother Nico he is 1.


We love you and miss you but we know you are safe in Gods garden.

Take care my sweet Angel and God bless

Love mummy,daddy kerry and nico xxx


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♥ Why?? ♥

As I travel across this land
There is something missing today
It’s my Angel child
The one God took away

He gave me that beautiful child
Then he took them straight away
What was the point I asked
As I knelt down and prayed

I never got to see my child play
And grow like all the others
I thought Lord that was my job
A child, and me to be the Mother.

I never even got any warning
Nothing was ever said
I woke up that sunny morning
To find my sweet child dead.

You gave them life, you stole it
You broke my heart in two
Why? Why? Dear Lord
That’s all I ask from you?

x x

Michelle Bailey'S Mummy October 13, 2009

FROM YOUR CHILD

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On this Mothers Day I find it
very very hard,
For I can not give to you
a special gift or card,

Because I am now an Angel
I live in heaven above,
But my Darling Mother
I always send my LOVE

We have a bond between us
that nothing can ever break,
I will stay beside you
Thats a promise I now make

You have always been so special
my darling Mother of mine,
I will go on loving you
Until the end of time.

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Love you always Mummy
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Suzanne Elliott March 2, 2008

I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to god today.
I asked what makes a mother, and I know I heard him say.

'A mother has a baby this we know is true.
But god, can you be a mother when your baby’s not with you?'

'Yes, you can,' he replied with confidence in his voice.
'I give many women babies, when they leave its not their choice.'

'Some I send for a lifetime and others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb, but there’s no need to stay.'

'I just don’t understand this god, I want my baby here,'
He took a breath and cleared his throat, and then I saw a tear,

'I wish I could show you, what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile, or hear your child say:'

'We go on earth to learn our lessons, of love, life and fear.
My mummy loved me so very much: I got to came straight here.'

'I feel so lucky to have a mum, who had so much love for me.
I learnt my lessons very quickly, my mummy set me free.'

'I miss my mummy oh so much, but I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep, on her pillow is where I lay.'

'I stroke her hair, I kiss her cheek, I whisper in her ear,
Mummy don’t be sad today, I’m your baby and I’m here.'

'So you see dear sweet one, your children are ok,
Your babies are in my home, and this is where they will stay'

'They’ll wait for you with me, until your lessons are through.
And on the day that you come home. They’ll be at the gates for you.'

'So you see what makes a mother, it’s the feeling in your heart.
It’s the love you had so much of, right from the very start.'

Though some on earth may not realise, until their time is done,
Remember all the love you have, and you know you’re a special
MUM

Donna (Friend) November 3, 2007

If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
To bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken.
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.

Jenny (Mother) November 2, 2007

You were really loved little angel-luis, rest safe in gods hands, and be happy with the rest of all the little angels. Bless you darling boy. Maureen.

Maureen Robins (Friend) November 2, 2007
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